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And stolen. Stolen.  Allowed, for a higher purpose. His purposes. I am sorry for your pain, little one. You were my never-ending shadow. Now, I hide in the shadows of life, vigilantly awaiting your return. I overshadow you with prayer and love, with every step you take, every breathe you draw, and every mistake you will ever make. I love you. Mommy loves YOU! I am always here, because I never left. Until we meet again. I love you son.
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A broken heart is an understatement. Total annihilation of the soul. Permanent and perpetual tears. Hope guides the way out of the blackened pit of despair. Purified Love has won. His love is greater. The thorn in the side of St. Paul. Yet, oh how we grow at Godspeed. Until we meet again. I love you, son.

God winked at me today.

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I received this can of Campbell's soup today, at the Charlotte Diocese. What are the odds? Lightning McQueen? Really? God's reassurance that He has us, son. I love you. I miss you. Smile, laugh, and play. Feel joy! Mommy has you, and so does Blessed Mother and Jesus. Heaven just kissed us both today, Terry. Until we meet again. I love you son.

Too Many Tears, Yet We Rejoice.

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Dear Son,      Good morning! I know you will have a great summer day today. Many weeks have passed, filled with daily tears of grief. It seems when one has dealt with so much contention, machination, and a profane agenda of evil, at the hands of so many evil people; you wonder if you will ever catch a breath, or find some relief from the agony.      Your daddy came by today, and we talked about you, and the situation most of the morning. Our conversation culminated in the afternoon, with your father sobbing his eyes out. I have never in eight years time, seen him express such painful emotion. Deep pain. His love for you has always been known to myself, but always obscured by behavior intended to mask his utter devastation. He must have cried for an hour over you, our precious son.      I cried with him, and tried to offer him comfort. He is not used to such dishonest and wicked engineering when it comes to his children. He has NEVER experienced such insanity. Unfortunately, I have